I am hormonal. Pregnancy hormones and stress are kicking my butt. As hard as I continue to try to rest and trust God with what concerns me, I have suchhhh a hard time walking in joy even if I'm not crying. The stress that this bank stuff has caused me is absolutely monumental. Nothing in my adult life except Andy's sickness last January eclipses it. Now Andy is having chronic indigestion.....that makes me automatically jump the gun to thinking about something serious. Prob just reflux or maybe even gallbladder. But I don't want him to ever be sick again....ever. I don't want him to ever have a ct scan again....ever. I just want to be at peace and trust the good plans God has for me that are working together in the best possible way right now as we speak. Writing this out really helps me. I know this stress isn't good for sweet baby....
Speaking of baby--we think we have a name! Eliza Joy! I just love it!! Can't wait to meet her! It could still change but I kind of doubt it! Anna Claire can't wait for her to get here---she keeps saying "I hold baby in mommy's belly....baby cry.....I hold baby--baby coming?" So sweet!
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