Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Why does pizza always make me feel fat? (imported from Myspace)

Okay, so, I go to Pizza Hut like once a month. Why is it that every time I go I come away feeling ten pounds heavier?? Of course, it couldn't have anything to do with the fact that I visit the bar multiple times. When will power is "on" I do not eat pizza, mainly because I can't stop. My girls at my bible study can vouch for this. I have not always been like this, but since me and Andy got married, I LOVE pizza. Maybe because when we first got married and were BROKE we would sometimes "splurge" and get a $4.69 Hungry Howie's pizza on Wednesdays. Those were special times..... :) Anyway, didn't blog to write about pizza, but I ate there today with my 2nd mom/friend Kim and ate enough for both of us. It's pathetic. What makes it even worse is that I have been attempting to watch what I eat and limit my portions!! AARGH! Ah, well, back on the wagon tomorrow.
I got an email from Leah - my all-time best friend. We are both terrible at keeping up with each other, so I was really excited. I had emailed her a couple of days ago, and got a new email today. Woo hoo!
Something else that was important to me that happened recently is that I wrote notes to two separate people that I feel (and have felt for a while) that I had wronged. My personality doesn't lend itself to excessive guilt and I am extremely good at rationalizing situations to my benefit. (I am not excusing this behavior, however.) This is one of my personality flaws. We had revival a couple of weeks ago and God convicted me that I had unfinished business with these two folks, so I FINALLY got around to writing to them. I hope that they both understand that I am sorry for the hurt I may have caused them. Regardless, I do feel better having apologized. I definitely feel more at peace having attempted to make things right. That's a good thing in itself.....

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